Words are not enough
I want to describe this but I can\’t
The words are somehow trapped in between
In between my head and my throat
It\’s forbidden to hear
They wouldn\’t listen, they wouldn\’t understand
They are unable to bear it
I mean..bear me
Unable to see me
See me vulnerable
It\’s hard so I would stay quiet
Wait…let\’s wait a little because it\’s a lot
A lot from being disordered
Something close to weird but just a little worse.
It\’s okay, don\’t call a shrink just yet…
And don\’t scream out loud
Don\’t tell the world if I choose to tell you
Just you
That I am normal
Normal…just as you are
Maybe I just need a little help
I am in a fix
Well done dear, nice write up.